i need to put these quotes i like here so i can put them on my computer upstairs for my profile! lol

so, I love this boy. he`s my world. but he doesn`t care

he`s off with some girl. she`s probably prettier than me;

she`s probably nicer and smarter too. but no matter how

great she is ..she`ll never love him like I do. it`s not fair

how she can just show up one day. I know I never had him,

but it`s like she took him away. doesn`t he get it? all I want

to do is hear him say to me… ‘I love youu.’

don`t waste your time worry`n about boys . boys will come & go. don`t waste your time car`n about the people who don`t like you , chances are you don`t like them either . don`t waste your time worry`n if people are talk`n about you . you affect`d their lives , they didn`t affect yours . waste your time with friends , live for the moment , laugh often , be immature , do anything & everything . if it`s something you`ll regret in the morning , sleep late & wen you wake up , laugh about it , because your friends are wat matter most . wen you have your friends ... you have everything

theres something different about me. i have "popular" friends and some that aren`t so popular. lots of people say im pretty but i dont try to be. i dont want to be the popular person with friends who are backstabbers to them, i wanna be the person with great friends who will never hurt me. i dont wanna be the popular girl every guy wants to be with bekus she is sexy, i wanna be the girl only one guy wants to get with bekus he thinks im beautiful inside and out. i dont wanna be the girl everyone wants to be, i want to be me .. the person no one else can be, im the girl thats not so popular and im proud to be me.

a teenage girl`s first crush is well.. crushing. her body isn't hers & her mind either. she finds herself shivering, shaking, blushing, weak, tormented, sick, and going blind. andd whyy? because some guy might look her way..

heyy

y0u can be t0ld everyday h0w beautiful `nd w0nderful y0u are but the 0nly per0n y0u wanna hear it fr0m
--- w0n`t---say---it 
 
 -Sometimes no matter how long or how hard you have loved someone they will never love you back, and sometimes. . . you have to be ok with that-

As I sTaRED into your eyes, you asked why i was about to cry, it was becaUSE I KNEW You were about to say goodbye*
 
Time goes by so fast, and there are some people in your life that you thought you could never live without... and then you just kinda do.
There are certain people who aren't meant to fit into your life, no matter how hard you want them to.

never say forver coz forver isnt real*
*forevers wut u think and forevers what u feel*
*so if u say forever please promise that ull try*
*but never say forever coz forever makes me cry*


SoMeTiMes i WiSh i CuD jUS wALk OuT THe DoOr
N nOt HAVe tO wOrRy AnYMoRE
CuZ aLL tHE ThInGz tHaT iVe bEeN tHrEw
I caNt dEaL wITH eM LiKe i UsEd tO
AnD wHeN iM sTraIgHT uP fEeLiN LiKe sHyT
I gOtTa SuCk iT uP n TrY tO dEaL wIth iT

Behind the eye-shadow.
And the long brushed hair.
There's a sign on our heart.
Saying "Handle with Care."

people who don`t know
me think i`m quiiet..
people who do know
me just wish i was!

[ b e a u t i f u l ] girl with pretty eyes a hidden heart of hurts &lies she sits up in her bed at night and cries it`s hard for her to realize love isn`t all weak in the knees &butterflies

heyyy

my computer doesnt work at my house so i decided to use lauras cuz i came to lauras today...

yesterday was so funn my gawd haha block party!!!! 2 of them! lol everyone was so drunk... and funny me and laura didnt drink so we stuck together lol! but i met devin today and aww shes so nice and yea... so me laura anzo and devin were the only people at doms at first adn then kathy and kathy ccame and matt and pat and dererick came ohh and tom.... and so we were sittin aroudn and then me and anzo and laura and kathy and kathy and it was funny and such had some fun there... talked to andy actually talked to him heehee i was happy it felt kinda weird but idk why either... but oh well... hahahaha after that we went back to doms... then left doms and went b ack there i came home at 12 lol thats what time i got home from everywhere and then i talked online and talked to dom for awhile bout some stuff and then i went to bed...

i woke up today and i was like ahh that was fun night.. and iwanna stay sleeping but i had an eye doctor i have the coolest contacts man i cant wait till i get them....  i got food after words i had a really really bad stomach ache sooo then i kinda just layed around but then my daddy asked me for help so i went downstairs and helped him with the back room cuz we are puttin wood floor down and such so i did that and i wanted to use the swifer swiper cleaner thing but my mom wouldnt let me use it and i was like aww man come on i like begged her but she said no so i was like fine... and then my brother drove me to laura's house cuz she invited me to come over to swim cuz her dad got a cool new raft but we didnt go in the pool to lazy... lol and then we talked and then ate dinner cheeseburgers and fries yummy the cheese burgers were soooo goood and fatt... i was like yay yummy... i was like in heaven... aand then me and laura watched meet the parents and then after wards her dad took me laura her sister and her sisters friend to premos and we got ice cream... yummy sprinkles and eyes and vinalla ice cream(however u spell it) so then we came home and finished the ice cream and just sat around some more called kerri back and then jake called laura so now i decided to write in this!!

when he smiles at me i cant help but smile back.

live each day like its ur last
party it up ~n~ have a blast.
sneak out late to meet the guys
misbehave ~n~ tell some lies.
spoil the boys with kisses N hugs
chill with the friends you reallie love.
fool around with the bois we know
never telling just how far we go.
stay out late N cause some trouble too
**these are the things us crAZZie girls do**

what do you do when the guy you know is perfect for you is with the one girl totally wrong for him

not many guys can take my breath away
but you don`t even have to  ´¯*·» try

when your sad, they say "think of the good times"
but how can you when it just makes you `sadder*
because you soon realize  </3  what your missing

i BiTE MY T0UNGE EVERYTiME Y0U C0ME AR0UND  BCUZ
[ BL00D iN MY M0UTH ] BEATS [ TEARS 0N THE GR0UND ]

everyone hate's hearinq me talk about you anD all of my friends
call me stupid for wantinq to be with youu.. they all tell me that ii
can do a hundred times better than u buht nobody understand's
how much i truely care about youu<33

i DONT miss the way you were with me. i MISS the way i felt.
i DONT miss our phone calls, i MISS having some1 to talk to for hours.
i DONT miss the sleep i didnt get, i MISS the reason why i didnt get it.
i DONT miss the "i love you's", i MISS the meaning behind them.
i DONT miss loving you, i MISS being loved back.
i DONT love you.  I LOVE the person that you USED to be <3

so he smiled at her today in school; yet she just wanted to
break down. all the memories just flood back so quickly.
youu almost wish that they were never there to beqin w/..

i don`t stop breathing every time the phone rings
My heart don`t race when someone's at my door
i`ve almost given up thinkin` your ever gonna call
i don`t believe in magic anymore.

there`s no point in trying to talk to youu
i`ve tried to have a conversation with youu
but all that comes out. is the empty feeling
in my stomach & it makes me realize that
youu will never feel the same way about me
as I do about youu

I hate it how I don't talk to you for like a month,
but then all of a sudden you start talking to me again
 like nothing happened and i fall into your trap again
all because you said my name.

WHY BEiNG A GiRL iS THE BEST:
* we can wear guys clothes. if they wear ours, they get funny looks.
* our friend`s don`t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
* yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good exscuse to eat chocolate for a week.
* if we`re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceburg, we`ll get lifeboats first.
* we get the bigger apartment on Friends.
* girl talk. you know, how we just understand eachother without having to explain stuff.
* we never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us.
* dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up with a little concealer.
* we don`t have to shave our faces.
* we can jump around alot and shake our hair and it looks like we know how to dance.
* justin, carson, ryan, freddie, orlando, brad. need i explain this one?
* we get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys.
* we don`t have to dowse our food in tabasco sauce just to look tough.
* that whole circumcision thing!
* when we get married, we get to keep our own name or choose the one that we like better.
* we don`t have to deal with sideburns. what`s up with those anyway?
* at least one girl always survives in horror flicks.
* we never have to wear tighty-whities.. or jock straps!
* even if we are ugly, we have make up to fix it.
* we can take stuffed animals to bed no matter how old we are.
* we don`t have to wear tuxedos to the prom.
* nose hair, ear hair, back hair - so not a problem for us.
* slumber parties! guys just don`t know how much fun those are.
* we don`t have to worry about getting hurt, um, down there.
* that special bond we have with out moms-some day.
* we don`t feel the need to slap our teammates butt when she makes a good play.
* nobody makes fun of us for linking backstreet boys or n'sync. well, almost nobody.
* pick up lines. they`re not something we need to practice.
* we can get away with wearing platform shoes without looking goofy.
* we give really really good advice.
* on tv shows we`re always the ones that have the coolest super powers.
* dollhouse, delias, XOXO, wetseal, abercrombie.
* we can put cottonballs between our toes, paint our nails, and not feel the least bit silly.
* daria and lisa simpson are girls.
* bevis and butt-head aren`t.
* the coolest, sweetest songs and poems have been written about us.
* we don`t have to sit on our wallets.
* our wallets have a place for change.
* it is entirely possible that we will marry ben affleck someday.
* our lives do not revolve around ESPN or sports center.
* we can wear dresses w/ out getting really weird looks from people.
* it`s not required that we learn how to spit when we`re young.
* we are called tomboys, boys are called girly.
* fiona, tori, sarah, paula, alanis, gwen.
* we have nicer handwriting than guys. well, it`s true.
* our magazines have horoscopes.
* we don`t have to stuff boxers in our jeans.
* female pro athletes aren`t overpaid egomaniacs.
* girls with guy first names (like joey) sound cool, but it doesn`t work the other way around.
* we look great in tanktops.

WHAT GiRLS NEED GUYS T0 KN0W:
* the next time you and your buddies joke about armed women in combat, take a poll to see which of you successfully aim at the toilet bowl.
* if the truth hurts, ask us those ego-sensitive questions on your payday.
* whenever possible, please try to say whatever you have to say after the movie.
* don`t fret it you find out that the milkman delivers more than once a day.
* no, we`re not impressed with your car.. it takes no special skills to make car payments each month.
* lay off the beans several hours before bedtime. thank youu.
* if you were really looking for an honest answer, you wouldn`t ask in bed.
* we don`t care if you hold the remote. unlike you however, we don`t enjoy watching 117 different programs in 5 minutes.
* the next time you joke about female drivers, research the number of accidents caused by rubber necking miniskirts.
* if only women gossip, how do you and your friends keep track of "who's easy"?
* stop telling us male strippers are gay. we don`t care.
* when you`re not around, i belch loudly, too.
* we don`t mind if you look in the mirror to check your appearance. in fact, PLEASE D0!
* have a strong need for male bonding? visit your proctologist.
* when you`re out with us, please wear "our" favorite outfit rather than yours.. the tom jeans and dirty t-shirts will last longer that way.
* don`t insist that we "get off the damn phone" and then not talk to us. what`s the point?!
* eye contact is best established above our shoulder level.
* your balding is a good thing. it susidizes our hair care expenses.
* we go to the ladies room in groups to talk about youu.
* yes, we know you can probably beat us arm wrestling, however, very few raises or promotions were gained by arm wrestling the boss.
* just face it, you need me more than i need you

THE TRUTH AB0UT GiRLS <3
- midol is like crack; end of story.
- we love ben && jerrys more than you.
- we will never be too old for sleepovers.
- gossip isn`t a sin; it`s an art.
- we aren`t ashamed to cry.
- we must go to the bathroom in groups.
- we have this thing called feelings; don`t hurt them.
- there`s no point in having an ex if you can`t be a bitch to him.
- hoes over bros. no questions asked.
- we don`t wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.
- sometimes is just never quite enough.
- we need girls nights; OFTEN.
- we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt.
- it doesn`t matter who dumped who or why. whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.. not because we`re not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
- makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart.
- no guy wants to marry a whore. well, no girl wants to marry a manwhore either.
- never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. just don`t do it.
- our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or ass. when you`re not looking in our eyes, WE KNOW.

xoxox

<3 Becky